There is One - Written by Merv

Do you still want me?

Just realize its been a week since I’ve written. Tonight we met at the church for a corporate time of fasting and prayer and I finally just said to everyone that I didn’t want to be around anyone… what a way to say that eh. But as I was talking I was trembling and barely got the words out, was a weird experience but some of the guys gathered around me and prayed for me.

Nothing really happened but when I started to pray out “God I really really want you” something broke in my heart and I started to weep and I found myself crying out to God and asking Him if he still wanted me cause I had nothing to give… all that’s left is just waste. At least that’s what I was feeling at that time but I felt God’s love & I started to thank him for his love.

I feel like I’ve been stripped down to nothing and it’s still hard to think God loves me still and yet I’m embracing the truth that He does. Well didn’t plan to write all that but that’s what’s going on with me in a nutshell I guess.

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